I miss you so much it hurts
I really do. Like I viewed our old pictures and it made me cry. I was so happy with you. Happier than i ever was.
Sink your teeth in.
And what i wish you new,
stays locked up inside.
Until im ready to be alive,
until you let down your pride.
This is how I feel.
Drama - Fuck it, I’m not starting it nor am I going to be involved in it. Sorry but I have this one life to live and i’m not going to waste it on petty shit.
Friends - You’re either there for me or not, there is no in between bullshit. Choose one or the other for fucks sake.
Relationships - I’m done looking for it, I’m sure if I wait it’ll come to me.
All in all i’m done with negative bullshit. I’m not going to sit here and waste my breath on something that will most likely be unresolved. I’m done sitting back and i’m done listening to all this ignorance. If you don’t like me then stay the fuck away from me. No matter how many times my name leaves your mouth, I still wont give a fuck. Not anymore. I’ve already experienced enough bad shit in my life, honestly I don’t need anyone’s drama or a lecture on how I should live my life through the eyes of you. Fuck that shit. You’re in or out. Fuck. I’m going to be happy no matter what. So don’t come to me with any negativity. I don’t hate anyone, nor do I dislike anyone. Which is more then I can say about a few of you.
If you’re unhappy with yourself then change.
I’m completely happy with who I am
and I always will be.
The end.
It has come to my attention
That some people think that i’m talking shit. Thats a big negative. I have no time to. I’m too busy living it up, and life couldnt get any better. Havent smiled like this in a long time and weird enough it isnt because of a boy, its just because im finally happy with who i am and what i represent. I have nothing to prove to anyone, and i wont live up to anyone expectations but my own. I have great friends, a sweet ass job, and nice apartment!!! Nothing to complain about. I love everyone =))) Even people who don’t like me.
man oh man
Ive been neglecting the shit out of my tumblr D= anyways ive been going out everynight since i moved into an apartment and finally made some new friends. Its funnnnn as shit. Ive been to casino alot, and to many many bars. I also have this crush. And he seems to be responding to my flirting. Lezz see where this one goes.
Work school, work work work and school then going out at night.
Sorrry tumblr, ive beeeen busy =D
